Blessings All
Woooooooooooo saaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...... Okay so today was completely overcast and I was feeling a bit down. Today is the day I lost my mom and it still hurts. You know, I have come so far in my life and have gained so much understanding and I know that my mother is "not dead".. only her physical form is no longer here but I swear that I loved that physical form I loved the soul that was in it. She and I had a very special relationship and I miss her so very much.... It seems like no matter how much you learn you still can not wrap your mind around your loved ones not being with you. I remember when I lost my grandmother, I truly thought I was going to lose my mind and not be able to make it. But I did... Then I lost my son and I thought I was going to die, but I did not and I am still here and then I lost my mother, brother and aunt all in the span of 6 months and I was numb... But it was my practice...that go me through.. I studied hard and practiced my yoga and even started weight lifting (just a little) and I am still here..
This is my truth and I know that the mind is a powerful thing and when we focus we can get through anything...
In Truth,
Jamillah~
Thank you for sharing. Your strength is incredible and inspiring. You are an example of how it is our perceptions of the world that are the truth and not the world itself. Many people would not show the courage or strength to heal through those events. I look forward to reading your blog.
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